I Haven’t Been Updating My Blog For A Few Days...I’m Still
There But I Can’t Expressed My Feeling Through My Writing...I’m So Speechless..Honestly,
I’m Really Felt Alone.. I Know...No Matter How Much I Love Them... One Day, They'll
Left. Instead, Be Strong And Always Believe That I Have Allah...Be On Bright
Days Or Stormy Days... I'm Actually Having Some Depression Problems....Hahhaha..It
Is Funny I Think When I Say So...Really Funny.. To Be Truth...I'm Secretive
About My Past And I Don't Feel Comfortable Writing It.
Due To That Reason, I Create This SecreT Blog Without
Telling Anyone I Know...Huuhu...Cause I Just Want To Expressed My Feeling That
I Can’t Express To Others...Especially To The People Who Know Me... I Don't
Express Much For I Don't Want Them To Leave For Seeing The Sides Of Me They
Don't Know…HOW SENSITIVE I AM…HUHUHU...
There Are Things I Wish I Don’t Have To Say, Those Are The Things I Wish
You Would Figure Out Without Me Telling..
I'm Not The Type Who Is Very Good In Expressing. I Never
Am... Especially Whenever I Talk With My Family Member, I Felt That My Eyes
Easily Got Moist ....I Never Know Why...And By That Times, I Felt So Down
Because That Situation Represent Me In Front Others As A Most Weak Person In
ThE World...It Is Really What I Think...Allah...Please Guide Me...PleasE …
I Try To Comfort Myself By Writing In This Blog...I Also Try
To Talk As Nice As I Can..I Don’t Want To Blame Other People When I Felt So
Down .Through My Writing, I Can Motivate Myself And Remind Myself That I Am A
Selective Person By Allah To Felt His Blessing..Allah Always Be My Side And
Watching Me...
I Still Hope I Will Stay Strong Enough To Face It..
Sincerely There Were A Lot Of Things Happened, A Lot Of
Things Happening, And A Lot Of Things Going To Happen In The Future. Can't Do
Much About What Had Happened Except To Learn From It Or To Treasure It. For
What's Happening All I Can Do Is To Give My Best For It. And As For What's
Going To Happen, Anything That I Know Of, I Need To Be Mentally And Physically
Prepared. And For Everything That I Don't Know Of, Let's Just Hope Allah Will
Plan Them Beautifully For Me.
Be It Sweet Or Bitter, People Tend To Recall What Happened
Throughout Their Lives. Being Positive, Many Would Consider Bitter Things That
Happened Deserve Given Credit For; For They Made Them Stronger, They Made Them
Who They Are Today.
I Know This Feeling
Will Go Away Cause I Believe Allah Will
Fade It By Giving “Hikmah” To Me.......(“,)
I Wrote This When I
Was So Depressed And It Is Really Hurts To Not Have A Shoulder To Cry
On.......I’m Sorry....
Its Me Who Will
Express My Feeling Using English Word Whenever I Wouldn’t Able To Exprees My
Feeling Eventhough I Really Want To Do So...-so pathetic..-
#kasih ALLAH, syg ALLAH#
